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Greetings and salutations,

I wanted to drop in to say hi to anyone that's still hanging around here.  I know that people still post on here because I always have watch notifications and stuff when I come back to check on this place.  There just doesn't seem to be as much commenting as there used to be (or maybe that's just me, I can't say I've been that good at commenting either).

Anyway, I'm still alive, I'm still making art, or at least trying to.  I still have a day job, so that makes it a lot harder to work on art as much as I'd like, because it's super exhausting to work 8 hours a day doing something that isn't creatively stimulating at all and then trying to do anything but veg out when you get home.

In an attempt to keep myself more accountable and be more active with my artwork, I have started a patreon.

I post bigger progress shots over there and I've even posted at least one project I'm not posting elsewhere for a couple more months.  My process videos are now patreon-exclusive as well, I will only be posting short previews publicly now.

If any of that interests you, please consider taking a look, I'd really appreciate it.

Otherwise, I have more projects planned, more fan-art stuff that I'm looking forward to working on, so I'll see you guys when that goes up.

I'm also considering doing some self-portraits in the future, we'll see if that works out.  I've also got a few sewing projects in progess and I'm always trying to work on writing.

Hope you're all doing well and finding time to create.

xoxo
Tera
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Holy Shit

So, yesterday, one of my grad pieces was picked as a Daily Deviation!  

This is really awesome/flattering/surprising/excellent, and it was really nice to wake up to that.  Thank you, everyone that commented and faved it, thank you tamaraR for suggesting it and Thiefoworld for featuring it.

The Lost Girl by TeraSArt

Also thanks and hello/welcome to everyone who added me to their watch yesterday, and a thanks and hello to the people who were already here.  :heart:

Art Stuff

I'm going to try and work on some new art soon.  I've been having kind of a rough time recently but I'm trying to work through it.  

Hopefully I'll have something new for you guys soon, I miss being productive.

Short journal is short, I just wanted to say thanks to everyone. :heart:

xoxo
Tera


Links

Tumblr - Twitter - Prints - Lit Account



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Graduated

6 min read


So, I guess I graduated...


I've been a student my whole life.  I don't remember ever not being a student.  My mom's a preschool teacher, I used to go through her workbooks when I was little.

I went to college right after high school because I didn't trust myself to go through with it if I took more than that summer off in-between. I worked hard, I never missed any of my deadlines.  I graduated magna cum laude.

So now it's like, I've got to be a real person now or something.  If people ask what I do, I can't say "I'm studying illustration."

But like, am I just an illustrator now?  I had to change my profile here because I'm not a "student" anymore.  Am I really a professional?  I have business cards, I have promo material...

But am I legit now?  Because I walked across a stage and got a diploma cover?  I don't know, it's weird.  

I've just got this "now what?" thing happening.  I'm going to take some time to chill and then... try to be an illustrator, I guess.  I was moving and graduating and everything all at once and I'm super burnt out right now.

Also...


I guess, while I'm talking about graduating, I know I have watchers here who are younger and want to go to art school.  I've gotten some questions about it before and since I actually made it out of there alive I guess here's the advice I'd give people going in:

-Tough out your foundation year.  The classes get so much better once you get through that and start your specialized classes for your major. 

-Don't stress out so much about making your portfolio perfect.  Your portfolio is going to constantly be updated.  Your best work now will not be your best work in a year.

-Draw what you like and have fun with it.  It's important to explore other things for sure, in order to get better at the things you're bad at and also discover that maybe you do like this thing you were afraid to try.  But also, if you like drawing certain things, do it.  Do it and be awesome at it.  Do it and keep having fun.

-Unless it's a medium that you know you love and are going to use constantly... don't spent a ton of money on art supplies.  You can have the most expensive canvas, the greatest, high-end paint, and professional quality brushes and that won't make you any better at painting.  When you're just learning, there's no reason to make such an investment until you're sure that's what you want to do.


Grad Pieces


So, I finally posted up my graduation pieces.
The Captain by TeraSArt The Lost Girl by TeraSArt The Songbird by TeraSArt The Rebel by TeraSArt
Prints of them are available on my 
Society6 

I also did portraits of the Muses because I made a book of all my turnarounds and everything for the grad show, so I'll start slowly posting up all those sometime soon.

And yeah, this was a little ramble-y.  I don't know how to be more articulate right now, lol.  Hopefully I'm around here more that I don't have class, I know I've been kind of a non-event on here for a bit.  Commissions should open up again in the next few weeks!


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The End.

6 min read





My Chemical Romance


If you're not fond of social networking sites, you might not yet be aware, but My Chemical Romance has officially called it quits.

I'm in a strange place, I don't think the full impact has totally hit me, but this usually happens when I get bad news like this.  I'm numb for a moment before it fully hits my emotions.

People have been thinking this was gonna happen for years, let's face it.  I was always one of the ones saying we should calm down, the band's probably not gonna break up because of x, y, or z, etc. etc.

We've heard things about them preparing for a new album, we've heard that Gerard was playing demos for people, this just not what I was expecting at all.

I'm also not usually one who feels that the band owes us anything, but the blog post in which they delivered the news is just so... brief.  We've dedicated so much of our time, so much of our lives and our money to this band... don't we deserve a little more of an explanation?

Right now I just kind of feel like my best friend has been acting kind of sketchy for a few months now, but we were still friends, and then now they've left me a (short) letter saying we're not friends anymore.

I'm crying now.

I've expressed what this band means to me before. I've met some of my best friends through this band.  They inspired my drawing, my stories, the way I dressed.  We've been through our ups and downs, I've grown thicker skin to deal with the snide remarks about my musical taste, but they were always there.

I have a weird thing about growing up as it is, I mean, obviously.  I collect dolls, I'm obsessing over Rise of the Guardians lately, I'm sitting here with my stuffed dog I brought from home.  Ever since I came to college there have been people who acted like MCR was something I should have gotten over already.

They were the experimenting with eyeliner when I was thirteen, all the black t-shirts.  They were my first show at fourteen, they were waiting in lines for hours to see them up close.  They were the school assignments I stretched to base around them somehow.  They were the shitty pieces of fan art that eventually evolved into sort of decent pieces of fan art.  They were starting high school, attending high school, finishing high school.  They were starting college and feeling homesick.

MCR were my teenage years.  And now here I am at 21, and they're done.  It's just sort of... jarring, I guess.  It's like an official notification that I'm not a kid anymore or something.  That things aren't the same.  

I don't even know if I'm making sense anymore.

All I know is that I'm sad, and I miss them already.

xoxo
Tera

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